damn..they are right all along

i dont know what's happening

i cant control it..

what am i doing??

goddddddddddddd................

please help me..give me some guidance.....

watever

yesterday husband cut his's finger..

and its bleed so badly..i got a lil worried but seeing him so relaxed like nothing happened make me feel a lil better..husband should be more careful when cutting lemons..dont make your's wife worried again lol..

kaya is going back to puchong and i will never see him ever again..arghh so did sujip and kamrul..
they ask me to follow them, but puchong are just way too far from my house..

hmmm husband are so cute when he smiled..hehe
and i who get jelous so easily when he talk to another girls...
got scolded by him..keke
arghh i love husband's expression when he's focusing on something...


worried about wai man..but im sure he know what he's doing..

anyway yesterday and today is my sis's wedding...
gonna get busy soon..tata

happy dat husband want me to be on da same shift with him..keke
haih gettin headache from my class as well...

i dont wanna forget them

should i quit??

i dont know..i already started miss everyone during this 1 days of holiday

Husband
haha you are indeed a cool man..you get very serious when you are doing your's work..you even ignore me when i talk to you..aiyoo husband how can you treat your wife like this..sad sad..
hihi but husband if i quit im gonna miss you for sure..keke

Andrew
andrew andrew..sorry for always teasing you gay even though obviously you are not..haha you are a fun guy to hang around with but you always i mean always bully me..hehe you make me walk and you just stand there pretend that you didnt see anything..hehe and then you like to twist my hand till i shout..kekeke im gonna miss you andrew...and remember you always ugut me dat you wanna kiss me..kekeke i dnt care..

am aka mango
mango mango tango..hehe you are indeed a very handsome men..but not without your hat lol
you always do your own stuff and dont care about others but did i mention you are 1 of my best friend cuz you get me...i always make you bengang cuz your expression are funny when you are angry but you too always make me speechless..hehehe idk but you are a rare case...

ashraf
theng have said that you belong to him..hahaha 2 of you indeed look very good together....but sometimes i do get jelous when 2 of you are so close together..but it's ok now cuz husband are back from puchong and i have him now..hehe but ashraf always make me angry then i pulak have to pujuk him..haih weird laaa..but even when either 1 of us are angry, we just have to stare at each other to make the other person laugh..keke but he's the 1 who always cant hold his's laughter..

akter
you are very kind and caring..but sometimes you do annoyed me..idk why maybe cuz you are a bit "fan"..lol but yeah you are indeed a very good friend of mine though now we didnt talk a lots like we used to, probably because i spend more time on the other side..and for that im sorry...

wai man
my 16 years old son..haha and you are way taller than me...you taught me a lots of things that i didnt know how to do and you told me way many gossips..haha and i thanked you for helping me when i really needed someone...lol and i gotta try milo dinosour because you are willing to share your's drink with me..hihi btw i dnt have the chance to ask you, why your name sounded like a girl's name..hehe nvm lets hang out together soon k!!

alom
my bro in law...you always force me to called you that and till now i still dont get it..but anyway because you are my bro in law you have to defend me, not by helping ashraf bullied me..lol but you really help me a lots and you told me your many inner secrets..thank you for trusting me..
but i hate it when you asked me to keep quiet!!hehe cuz i like to annoyed you..

mia
though we are not close but i like your name so much that i keep shouting your name whenever i see you..because of that asraf always tease me..haih swt laa!!!faster come back from puchong k!!

Fung
the one that i always bullied...but you really very ganas laaa...and please if you wanna hide my beg dont do it in front of me laa friend..hehe anyway you still owe me a meal..im waiting for it!!

rasil
the iceman..get extremely serious when doing his's stuff..but after that yeah you can fool around with him..but sometimes he's scary, maybe only towards me..but he's a very caring oppa..he did a lots of good things without us or maybe me knowing..keke indeed our's rasil!!

rahim
i like to hear you sing cuz you are a man with few words..so whenever you sing, i can hear your's voice and yeah when you open your mouth the sun shine extremely bright..and everyone suddenly became so semangat..lol maybe i did exagerated!! who cares..hihi

kaya
dont wanna tell me your's name so i have to call you kaya..dont know why that name struck my mind..so we ended up calling each other name..you called me butter and i called you kaya..
unique..hehe but yeah you have a beautiful smile...and i still havent forgive you for stepping on my pearl white sport shoes~~~wash my shoes for me!!! kekeke

ka wai
the glasses water boy..hehe you are so pemalu that we didnt even talk till now..you are the one who told me about alex s and how proud are you when you make him his's tea..prasan laa you lol but yeah im glad that we are on the same page...

arif
at first i really hated you cuz you are so bossy..but now after some time i found out that you are actually a very nice person..did you notice that you have gain a lots of weight!!!keke right in your face~~

anuar
i dont know what to say, just that i hope you can be a bit rajin k!! dont let us do all the work!!

allan
my caring brother...but you took my pic without my permission..lol thanks for always praising me and whenever im sad, you are always there to listen to me and make me feel better.. because of you i can survive till this day and honestly you are a very very kind-hearted person..god bless you!! you are the 1 who without fail say hello to me whenever you see me..and yeah your ayam goreng are superr niceee..cook me more

cynthia
we share a lots of secret among us..i hope you will keep it and i trust you for that..you taught me a lots of things as well and because of you i become a better person..keep up the hard work, dont get sad nor angry for those things who doesnt even worth it...1 day people will see you for who you are k!!

tae sang
aghhh god you are hot and you are cold..lol but because of you i get to avoid eating food that i doesnt like at all..hehe by the way the pic that you show me are vey pretty..hehe and yeah next time scold kah wai for me k!!

sherry
i missed you already...hehehe so nice arr you 4 days holiday in thailand..remember to get me something k..at first you are really scary with your dark eyeliner, but after sometimes i started to admire you..so yeah since you dont accept me as your god daughter, next time belanja me k..
and be careful on the road, dont get into accident some more k!! you really scared us and make us worried!!

theng
wow when you like someone you really do and when you hate someone you really show it..hehe luckily we are in good terms..dont ever mess with theng cuz she is more ganas than me lol and yeah she's loud too!! she'll make sure you get a piece of her...

god mummy
aiyooo i really feel touch...you always care for me, especially my makan and minum..whenever i complain im hungry, you will fast2 and cook me something...you even feed food right into my mouth..you really give me a very motherly feeling..maybe thats why i always tell you my problems and you always ask me to be patient..i love you..hehe

fan
you are new so you make a lots of mistakes..it's ok cuz i used to make them too but lol somehow i hope you will learn from your's mistakes...

gobhin and nila
the 2 handsome and hardworking boy..sorry for everything but yeah two of you indeed are very cool but husband are of course cooler...

there's more but this are the one that i always interact with..so maybe next time i will continue..
i love all of you so lets hang out together next time..husband please dont ignore you wife..
she's sad whenever you do so~~

cant wait fly to the sky..

i guess this is wat happen when u try studying in front of the computer..

u end up studying less and surf da net more..lol

but at least i know what im doin..
i've been thinking when the time comes
will i be able to let go all the stuff here
and fly far away..

i know this is what i want
my family know it too..
so fighting..

a friend of mine is havin' prob
C.Heong i cant believe how close we become
because of our's prob we become like best friends
dont worry just do what u think it's correct
we will support u
be strong and remember your words
for now your's future is more important rite..fighting
hehehe..

doing what u like
and live happily is very important
even though my future i kinda know what's is like
but i really hope it will turn up the way i planned it
im very excited!!!
hehehe

i will live my life beautifully
like siwoon say
we live only once..

blink blink blink starcraft gurl..
signing off~~~

kasuki??

singer..
they live on the stage and die on the internet..
Quoted by Leeteuk

yeah it's so true
reading his cyworld entry
makes me understand him even more
what's he doing and the life that they are leading
arghh suddenly im getting emo..

i give you my love oppa..
hehe u wanna married an elf rite

speaking of that

arghhh better not start talking about myself..
im happie..
im sad..
im emotionless..

i don't know..

anyway SJ oppa fighting!!!
kyuhyun saranghae~~
lets colour the world with pearl sapphire blue

and our's cassiopeia too...

"super girl" u know wat i mean here..fighting sjm!!

last sunday i went to a blood donation campaign...it's my first time by the way..

it's look scary but actually i doesnt feel any kind of pain at all..

now im addicted to it cuz you are doing something good at the same time..unfortunately you can only donate blood like once in 3 months..so i guess have to wait for now...

cant wait...study in uk yeah!!!hehehe didnt expect it as well..

anyway today sucks cuz.......

goodbye FTTS

just finished watching intimate note fly to the sky

it was so touching...
and tears are slowly falling down
missing you..(everyday and every night i am missing you)

two of them
Brian and Hwanhee
i remembered watching them on love letter
both of them hugging each other and did the bungee jump

and now they have to go their separate way
11years are not a short period
they stand by each other but now
they have to stand alone

Hwanhee are right
beginning and the end feels so different

no more fly to the sky~~
goodbye...